My real life...Ddub Rub.

Ok everyone knows how much in love I am with Jon..however..Donnie has a special place in my heart..Hell..Donnie Wahlberg has my soul!! So..this is my little story..about me..and the sexified love..we could share. LOL

It was summer 2010. Me and the girls we're in Boston for a concert and meet and greet. I was finally gonna see my guys...hang with my girls..and party my little ass off! So, we were at the meet and greet. I hugged my Jon baby..kissed and hugged all the guys..got autographs..blah blah ok..LOL The last guy...was Dub..I hugged him so tight..he said " wow baby..that was an awesome hug!" "D I have 20 years of loving to give you..you ready?" He grinned that sexy hellafine.com grin. He said. "Girl..you smell so damn good..pretty too..how about we hang out after the concert?" I said "Sure D..I'd love that!"

So the concert kicked ass! We were rocking all night! D even gave me a special grin during "Sexify My Love". Chills went all over my body. A bodyguard came up to me..as the guys were singing their final song. "My dear..D wants you to come backstage and wait for him." "Ok!!" I said. So I was escorted to a secret corridor beneath the stage..to a breakroom. It wasn't long after that..the guys came in. D was covered in sweat.."You guys were awesome!" I said. They all hugged and kissed me again..and all but D left to get cleaned up.

D led me to another little room..a hidden room. "C'mon baby..come be with me for awhile." "Wait here..while I get cleaned up." He said. "Ok D..I'll be here. If you think I'm leaving..you are nuts!" I said laughing. "Be ready.." He said as he turned and left the room. The butterflies in my stomach were getting worse..as I thought.."What's about to happen?" I pondered the possiblities. Just as I was lost in my little daydream..."Shanna.." he said. I turned around there was D in nothing but a towel. "Oh..uh..." I said. I was speechless. He was still wet..the water was dripping down his chest..his stomach..OMG!!

D turned me around and said. "I'm gonna give you a very special Ddub rubdown..baby.." He starts to sing the BR song as he rubs my shoulders. (Is it hott in here? LOL) He kisses me gently on my neck..my shoulders..chills were all over me. He turned me around to face him. He cupped my face in his hands..looked deep into my eyes and kissed me softly on the lips. I could feel the passion stirring inside of me. "D...I want to make love with you..Is that wrong?" I asked. "No baby..not when the feeling is mutual." He said. "D..get ready because I'm gonna make up for 20 long years...of not having you.." I said. D smiled...and we kissed..harder..faster..deeper. He layed me down on the bed..on top of me..our bodies grinding together.

He kissed my neck..ran his tongue down to my breasts..kissed and suckled them. I could feel him getting "hard" (OMG am I really writing this!) He licked and kissed every inch of my body..I was writhing in anticipation. "D..I'm ready..." I said softly. He reached over and clasped both my hands in his. Held me down..and then..I could feel all of him inside me. It was utter extasy. Harder..Faster..and Deeper we went..lets just say..he gave new meaning to "Rise N Grind" (Dayum!) The big "O" came many times for me that night..D was in extasy too..because he kept whispering in my ear.."My lover..I love you..YUP" (Geez I'm cheating on my baby!! LOL)

A few hours later...it was over. D and I layed there together cuddling..kissing..caressing each other. "Shanna...you were wonderful tonight." He said. "D...so were you baby..and this is a night I'll never forget." I said softly. All of a sudden he started laughing. I said. "What?!" He said "What are you gonna tell your man Jon?" "OMG!..D..you are silly..Yes Jon has my heart..but baby..you've got my soul..and now my whole body." I said with a smile. "D I have to go now.." I said. "Shanna...please dont ever forget this night..and I know for sure..I'll be seeing you again." He smiled and said. We hugged and kissed goodbye..

Ok so now you know...Jon is my heart...but Donnie Wahlberg..is my soul.

I think I need to write some hott ones about Danny, Joe and Jordan..LMAO!!

ENJOY!!!