I took a nap earlier...and this is what I dreamed about.

Once again my dad was in the dream, but this time I think that he was there to let me know that he's watching over me.

I dont know why everyone was at my grandma's house but, my mom, my dad,my grandma, my uncles and aunts..and donnie. The dream was kinda fuzzy like..it was almost a dream but not a dream..hard to explain.

All of a sudden...everyone in the room disappeared except for me and D.
"D, where did everyone go?" I asked him. "Shanna..they've faded because you're faith in them has faded, but you can bring them back.." "Donnie..then why didnt you disappear? Why didn't I?" I asked. "Shanna you have a strength and courage and so much love that is built up inside of you..and that love..and you're love for me..is what kept us both here."

I wept. Donnie held me for the longest time. Giving me words of encouragement and praise. He was a true comfort. We talked for a long time. I told him all about my dad passing away, my mom's medical issues, my grandma's cancer, and the fact that my family was seperated by years of grudges and hate. Donnie reassurred me that just because he doesn't see me on twitter all the time..that he did truly love me. I told him I understood and no matter how frustrated I got..I would never...ever give up on him.

Donnie hugged me...I was crying on his shoulder..and he whispered..."I love you truly..my lover and best friend"

Then...I woke up.

Kinda sad..Kinda sweet..Hell I don't know..but..enjoy the read!