Ok so this isnt a dream..but it is a wish..a prayer and a hope that I'd so wanted. I can't express my gratitude at this moment to Jon Knight for taking the time to say a simple sweet..hello. 2 Words..."Hello ;-) Shanna" Its' amazing how something so small..can mean so much.

His wise cracks make me laugh..his silly pictures..sharing his life with all of us..when he could be closed up in his home..pretending we don't exist. But he doesn't do that. Sure..he's known as the shy guy..the one who blushes but still manages to give a sweet boyish smile when embarrassed..just one of the many reasons I feel the way I do.


There is a mystery to this man...but a mystery that's worth wondering about. It's the mysteriousness of Jon..his funny wise cracks...his eyes..his smile..that keeps that dream of him alive for me. Sure, like anyone else out there I'd love to be that girl..the one that turns his head...the one that captures his heart..but..I'm ok with just knowing that he's here...he's alive and well...singing...drinking his iced mochas..sitting on his back porch staring out at the stars..I'm totally ok with never getting to meet him (but I will)as long as Jon..is ok..with being Jon.

I can't even begin to really express how I feel right now but I tell you it's gonna be hard to sleep tonight! LOL So anyway..I like write so I thought i'd share my excitme here instead of all over twitter. I have alot of respect for Jon so I wont post it public that I got a DM I'm only sharing this w/those who are closest to me. Because I know you girls are happy for me..and I love you all so much.

Shanna is heaven...she's feeling so fine!
One day..that boys gonna be mine! LOL

Love you all!!
Shanna