Last night a miracle happened. For the first time in my life I truly know what it means to be blessed. My TC girls know this. I'm so glad you all were there. Yes I tweeted Jon that link as a joke...not even thinking he'd see it. But to my shock (yes I was shocked as hell) he showed up. Not even a few mins after I tweeted the link. Thanks to my webcam everyone got to see my reaction. My true reactions. You see girls that's what he does to me. And well..now Jon sees it too. I have to laugh. It just doesn't seem possible. How in the hell did I get that damn lucky? LOL When he entered that room and said "where are you shanna" my heart almost burst. And when he said "Dont' cry shanna I won't bite". My name..just seeing my damn name...made me feel so utterly fulfilled. I've had some of you tell me that he knew me. I just didn't believe it. I guess he does! But as happy as I am why do I feel like I'm not worthy? I just kept thinking why me?? What did I do to deserve that? Well I may figure it out. This whole time all I've ever done is share my heart..I've been honest in saying that I truly love this man. Though we've never met sometimes you don't have to be face to face to know that someone has touched your life. One day I'll get to meet him and get my hug but only now after this will it be even more special. I can now face the day knowing that Jonathan Rashleigh Knight knows who Shanna Marie Behmke is. Seeing him say my name filled me up with so much emotion. After all the stories, poems, blogs I've written after every thing I've done to show my love for him...he finally knows. I can only continue to do what I've always done.... Love him.

Love always and forever, Shanna