A Story.....A Dream....That is all!

Ok been a long time since I've done this..but OMG this dream was too good not to share.


Here goes,

I was on the cruise ship partying and having a great time. Drinks, dancing, singing man what a blast! Me and my TC girls were invited to join the guys VIP that year. We had a long conversation with Donnie and he graciously invited us all to hang close to them this year. So..we were on the lido deck..with NKOTB. I kinda hung back because seeing all those people made me nervous! We were getting jealous glares no doubt. The guys were singing, and entertaining the crowd..me and marcia decided to take a walk downstairs to the bar. As I turned to walk away, Jon looked back at me, and smiled and in his accent he said "where are you going?" "Umm downstairs to get a drink, that ok with you pops?" I snickered. He stuck out his tongue and said "respect your elders" I rolled my eyes and told him we'd be back.

So me and marcia took off, while the rest of the girls continued to party. We got our drinks from the bar and decided to take a walk..we stood there together staring at the ocean and chit chatting about the whole thing. Marica said "So what do you think of all this?, I mean has it really hit you yet that we're really here?" I smiled "Marcia girl I'm so lost in these moments..I have no idea what the hell to think right now" Marcia shook her head, turned to stare at the water, breathed a heavy sigh and said "I'm in heaven.." I reached over and patted her on the back.."Yes...we both are."

We finished up our drink and headed back up to the lido deck, I'm thinking we must've been gone for some time because when we came back up..jon was sitting there staring at the floor, cigarette in hand. I sat down in the chair beside him. I reached over and touched his face..he looked up at me..with those hazel eyes, so innocent. Its amazing that he's 41 yrs old. His eyes sure don't show it. I smiled at him, he smiled back. We sat there for a few moments not saying a word. I finally had to say something to make him laugh. "Jon you know you got a gray hair? You should dye that." He gave me the funniest look ever, cocked his eyebrow up at me and said. "hey now you ain't so young yourself miss thing." "Ah..that I am not but you my dear sir..make me feel forever 10 yrs old." He giggled "Shanna...you are a dork" I smiled really big and said.."and so are you..there..we're the perfect pair" He shook his head..and had to crack up laughing.

The party continued...well into the wee hours of the morning. Drunk girls..the guys were pretty tipsy themselves. I admit..I wasn't feeling any pain myself. Nikki, Tamz, Kaydee, Sarah, Abby, and the rest of the TC gang retired to their rooms, as so did the guys...well not Jon the insomniac ass decided he wanted to walk. I told the girls I'd be there shortly, I wanted to take a walk with Jon. All fell quiet on the ship..the silence..well it was so soothing. There...on the deck it was just Jon and me..peaceful...very peaceful.

We talked..walked and he held my hand. He confessed things to me ..things I don't think he'd ever tell anyone else..told me that he felt "safe" with me. Then he did something I didn't expect. I was leaned against the rail..staring at the water..just breathing in the ocean air..Jon walked behind me..wrapped his arms around my waist..he leaned against me..and we just stood there...quiet nothing could be heard but our hearts beating. I turned to faced him..reached my hand up to caress his cheek, stared deep into his eyes.."Jon...I love you." He closed his eyes..breathed a sigh and said.."Shanna...I love you too" In a rush of lovers passion...he kissed me. You can guess what happens next..

He took me by the hand..and led me to his room..inside I was feeling..this is so right...but so wrong..but my heart in the end made the ultimate choice..this was right. He shut and locked the door behind me..reached over and kissed my cheek, his kisses were like a butterflies wings..soft and tingly agaisnt my skin. He stared at me..and said "There's something about your eyes..why is it when I look at you..I see something I've never seen before.?" I smiled. "Jon, what you see ..is love" He hugged me tightly..and almost for a moment we seemed to dance..like we had the same song in our head at the same time. He started to kiss me..but this time his kisses were deeper..his tongue searching my mouth..his lips..wrapped completely around mine. I reached up and ran my fingers through his thick dark hair..kissing his face softly..running my finger down his neck to the collar of his shirt. I unbottoned the top button...then the second..third and so on. Until he was shirtless..I kissed his neck..slowing tracing a trail with my lips down his chest..to his stomach..he was shaking. I kneeled..reaching for his belt..staring at him with sweet seduction in my eyes..doing a ddub lip bite in the process.

I went down on him...softly he moaned..reaching down to run his fingers through my hair..I knew he was enjoying this. He reached for me to stand up...he turned me around..kissing the back of my neck. Reaching around the front to unbotton my shirt..one button at a time..he was in no hurry I assure you. He slowly took my shirt off..and now I stood there only bra on..he took that off...threw it aside..turned me around..and pulled me against him..my bare skin, against his. He kissed me..harder and faster...both of us breathless from the kisses.He picked me up..and layed me down upon his bed..kissing me ..from my lips..to my neck...to my breasts..down my stomach...it was every sensation a body can feel all at the same time. Neither of us could speak..we let our bodies do the talking..there were no words to ever describe what we were both feeling..well if I had to use a word..it would be passion...yeah..thats what it was...true, undying..passion.

He unbottoned my shorts..slid them off..kissing lower..taking off my panties..then I felt the warmth of his lips..upon me. His tongue on an endless search for just the right spot. I had to let out a moan..I was in utter extasy. He worked his way back up...and once again his lips found mine..then I felt him..push inside me..he closed his eyes and let out a heavy sigh. We kissed...so deep and so passionate ..my head was spinning...my heart was beating so fast..with every thrust...my body shook..in an endless tremble of pleasure. And the moment came...both of us...at the exact same time let out moans of pleasure...i felt his warmth rush inside of me..and then all at once..we stopped just to breathe.

He kissed me..so softly and tenderly..told me how beautiful I was..all I could do was giggle. He rolled off of me..layed his head upon my chest..covered us both up with a warm blanket..he was snuggled so tightly against me..this was heaven. I held him in my arms...played with his dark hair..and kissed him a sweet goodnight. "Sleep my sweet baby...I'm here and I'm not ever gonna leave you.." He reached up..and put his hand over my heart..and fell fast asleep as I sang sweetly to him. I layed there thinking...until I finally fell fast asleep myself. I giggled once or twice...at the thought..what on earth am I gonna tell my girls tomorrow! LOL

Then..I woke up..And THAT is a sweet ass dream!